Chiquita banana!

Hm, it's been a while :O
You didn't miss much though :]

Wednesday: Work, met Malin (:D) at work and got company on the way home.
Thursday: Date with my sweathearts Carro & Sara, the trio was complete at last! :D It hadn't been the three of us since graduation in the beginning of June :'O !! I met up with Carro first and we ate at Subways :L (we smelled like curry the rest of the day but it was worth it xD) Then we went to find Carro some sunglasses. Found them. Met Sara at Espresso house and ordered "Mocha Latte", "Hot Chocolate" and "Frapino Vanilla". We caught up on everything we had missed. It was really GOS and before we parted we planned a Date for next tuesday ;3
Friday: Work. began at the same time as Malin so we met at the station and went toghether :) Home. Eat. Watch TV with dad. Read. Sleep

Today: Woke up at 8:oo AM (!) . Tried to fall asleep again but I just couldn't .__o
I have spent the day looking at some colorlenses:D It has been a while since I had contacts and I just love them so I thought it's time to buy a pair soon^^ ONE problem tho, NO monney :C So I'll wait til payday = 24th -.-' But maybe it's for the best, then I have time to figure out what color to buy ;D



1. The orders. 2. Carro and Sara :) 3. Epic cup! xD

Save tonight, and fight the break of dawn

Moshi moshi!

Y-day was workday as you probably already knew... I didn't have time to eat before I went to work :( I almost didn't have time to take a walk with Yanka >:( bad planning of me!
Well well, as my dog's walk is more important than my food I took her out for a quick walk :) so she could do hers... ;O And then I had time to drink a glas of milk (thought that it should calm my hunger). Half-ran to the train, took the train, went to work.

It was SUPER HARD to get anyone to go along with the interviews :C the goal was to do 12 interviews, at 21:oo when the shift was over I had done 6 ! x'D I don't think I can even count all the persons I rang that just said NO, NOT INTERESTED *click*, me: "Can I call you ba..." "Oh, how nice, he hung up..."

Not to mention that I worked like 12 minutes overtime, and you don't get paid for it cause it's your own problem if you can't do the interview faster... :/

Next workday is TOMORROW :C working 16:oo - 21:oo again, gonna diiiiiiieeeee ! What can ya do, just suck it up and do the best you can! Positive thinking, positive thinking okay nani!

Oh and btw, I've been yuckie today, woke up too early, like 8 am -.-' and on with the sweatpants! Do nothing until 14, change to jeggins, out with Yanka, back home and change back to sweatpants! xD




Chill!

Dream A Little Dream About Me

Hai hai blog!

This saturday I went to visit a friend in Järna, Södertälje! I have never been there, and it is like far FAR away from where I live, well, maybe not THAT far, but it's like 2 hours from door to door! ^o^ So it was like a mini-adventure :D trying to find it and get on the right trains and stuff :3 I'm proud that I made it C:

When I changed train in Stockholm C. I saw my neighbour standing like one meter away, waiting for the exact same train to Södertälje. I felt kind of awkward cause it's one of those neighbour you just say Hi! to when you see them near your home and then no more is said... I decided that I should just stand and smile but kind of pretend that I didn't exist XD but, my mind doesn't always do what it's told, so when he turned around to buy something from the vending machine I heard myself say: "HI! I noticed that you stood there and it felt kind of stupid not to say Hi, so.. Err, HI! :D"

He seemed genuinly surprised to see me and we ended up speaking with eachother for the whole trainride :) it was really nice and funny, cause I got to know a lot about him that I never would have if it weren't that we were stuck with eachother for the whole 1 hour ride :) I got off the train a station before him.

And then I had an amazing day with my friend that I hadn't seen in a long time, like a year or so :O but it sure didn't feel like that when I saw him again! We talked about everything that we had missed out on and I spent 6-7 hours at his place and he bought pizza! :D

Lol, it was a bit awkward later on the way home, when I saw that mother had called like twice and my father had called three times xD hehehe... I did not ignore those calls before, I just missed them, I promise ;D Well, I called them and they were just fine :3 but my mum... my mum had called my friend Carro because I'd said that I would be with her that day... I couldn't say: "Hey, I'm going to my friend's place in Järna, he's a guy and I've never been there and it's FAAAR away from here..." I mean, she would have freaked out and been worrying the whole day thinking that I lay dead in a bush somewhere XD So I speared her and my dad the worrying :) told them that I saw Anna instead of Carro because she was busy heheeeh ^^'

Hmmm, well, I'm not good at sharing my feelings, so here it goes: Dream a little dream about me (the mamas and the papas), Bad things (Jace Everett), Meet me halfway (black eyed peas), Forced in (MUSE), and do I dare to say this =# ... Let's get it on (Marvin Gaye) ...
AAAH ENOUGH SAID!



Current look: the right pic. and as you can see I have to get some make-up on and get ready for WORK :C

Hard work work...

Well, guess what, I think I got a job!
I don't know if it's :D or :C right now!

So here's the deal, I'm a "market researcher" or "Marknadsundersökare" as it is on swedish. And it's in Karlberg or [Carl-BURG] x'D *insidejoke*. So it's pretty convenient as it only takes about 45 minutes door to door :) BUT it's tiresome! And not a glamorous job ^^' Most persons are nice but some are just rude! Or is it that they actually have a LIFE and don't want to spend it all on the phone answering questions for about 20 (!) minutes? X'D Well, I haven't spoken to someone rude yet :) I think ... :S I only called three persons ^^ the first one got disconnected :/ or did he hung up? :( anywhooo, the other two went very well and they answered the whole survey :D

Everything began a cold september morning when the colors of autumn had just begun to settle.... LOL!!
First thing first, MONDAY I went to the introduction-meeting, it was like 15 other persons there who had applied for the job. Mr. Boss had a long speach about the history of the company, dreams of the company, he talked about the job and contract. Then we were told to come back Thursday for our first "Test-shift".

Along came THURSDAY: wake up 7:30, drink tea, computer-ing, shower, make-up, go! Be at the building in Karlberg like 20 minutes too early, wondering "Did I get the time/date wrong? Is everyone already inside?...", see what's-her-name-again, the girl to whom I talked with for like a minute or less last time. Talk to her, go in the building. Miss Boss talks about the job, we sign contracts, she talks about the projects and random stuff. We: go through the survey on our own. I: gather some -NO- A LOT OF curage to call first person :'S Call three and then it was already time to go home ! :D I was a bit dizzy, was thirsty, hungry, tired and had a headache >:(
but even so I was really glad somehow :D
I guess that's a positive sign!

Next workday is MONDAY 27/9 :O !!
I have to work three "test-shifts", one of them was Thursdays pass, next one is Monday and if everything goes well the third one's gonna be the same week :)
After the 3 times I can start working in Sundbyberg :D and that's even closer to my home 8)

good night, sleep tight, dream of bedbugs tonight!



(this is such a perfect edited picture made in paint that I'm sure no one has anything crappy to say about it x'D )

Plug in Baby

So... I wanted to look for something representing "Reborn"
Because I thought it would represent the "reborning" as I haven't written here in like forever....
And guess what came up when I googled Reborn (X


IT'S A DOLL!!! When I saw it I was like; yea riiight it's a doll *pff*, but it really is a doll, it can breath and stuff and it's called "Reborn-baby"...
Well, it just scared the hell out of me and I wonder if it's really sane to have a doll like that X'D scaryyy...

Hmmm, I have to write again later to tell ya ma day ;3
I just had to share this with someone X'D and like talk it off, but it's still as freaky as it was the first time I saw it some minutes ago... ._.'

PEACE!

/editing. Damn, how do you make it smaller 3:
editing. Oh well, I saved the picture on the computer so I could upload it smaller

"I see you"

Sorry, seems that it has been a lot of "long time no see", I'll try to update you more often :/ but it's hard to do if you're not motivated though :/
You've missed a lot, and I really should've written it down, cause it's all memories I don't want to forget but I sure will :(

Valborg: Last breakfast with frenchperson-Helena, haircut, goin' crazy in HM, school - pancakes, lending clothes and makeup to amalia and carro :), mösspåtagning, singing studentsången out of tune X'D, celebrating in the schoolyard with the other classes, Hi5-celebration with beer and icecream- location: svandammen! Picked up by Carros bf and Henke, buy marshmallow, dumping my bag at Patrik's, out to play catch, throwing ball in the water, watching Henke and Patrik trying to fish it up again X'D failing with the Majbrasa, watching the guys trying to lit the whole brasa 'cause only one side was burning ^^' grilla korv och marshmallows, crashing on the bedsofa with henke, talking about random stuff until dawn :)

Thursday: The feared test went SUPER WELL!!! The sun was shining!! went to Tuna to get my passport bussride:45 min. In Tuna Centrum I noticed that I'd gone wrong, I wanted to go to Solna! At that time I did not know that you could get your passport in Sollentuna :/ looked for a bus to solna, didn't find any, jumped on the bus back to Spånga to meet up with projektgruppen bussride:45 min. On the bus Amalia texted me, no meeting with projektgruppen, great, I went the whole way for nothing! Took the train from Spånga to Jakobsberg to take Vega bus, yeah, the bus was 10 minutes late, bussride:10 min.
TOTAL (bussride + waiting) = 120 minutes = TWO HOURS :(

Friday: Letting my friend down without even noticing, watching AVATAR with my dad

Saturday thoughts : (gosh, I've missed my dad more than I thought, really have to see him more often, I can see he's hurt, why do I keep hurting people!? This song describes how I feel towards myself right now, so so so disapointed in myself...



BTW, pappa har köpt en ny knätopp, samma som tiny har tror jag :D

Whispers in the dark

Long time no see my dear friend!

Friday the week before the last one, alltså fredag den 2 April :P I met amalia and we talked about lots of things and had fun with facemask (ansiktsmask you know) xD later we went to buy crisps and soda cause her boy and his friend were coming over :) Amalia and I decided to take a walk down to the pizza place where they were at and it was super motch! :) then we all hung out and had fun ^^' I slept there and went home saturday, and sunday I went back haha, I "hennade" my hair with Amalia and Anna, they made falafel and potatis klyftor, it was super super gott! while Amalia went out to have a talk with her boy in the middle of the night I and Anna baked a failed cake and watched greys :D later on when amalia was back and we all had washed out the henna from our hairs, the three of us squeezed in the same bathroom, one on the floor watching greys, one in the shower and one on the toilet, we saw the movie UP, soo motch!! :)

Then came tuesday and Carro stopped by a little bit randomly and we made dinner and sunbathed :) then I quite impulsively decided to go with her back to her bf's place, it was okay as long as I could sleep down in his friend's house, and it was okay for his friend so i went with them when carros bf came to pick her up ^^ I stayed until friday and we had a lot of fun! I was really glad to meet Henke and Daniel because I hadn't seen them since new years eve! :) hahah a lot of playing cards and failing with dinner like last time :P

Saturday was a halal-day, it killed me big time! woke up at 6.30, ate breakfast and then went to do the 8 hours-test >.< met tinas friend filippa, so I didn't need to eat by myself at least, during the brake :)

Today I had ONE class xD then I and Amalia ate too much and went out to play some basket as they didn't lend us a football! We got tired of it very quick and went to Spånga IP to play some football with Ivan, we played a little and sunbathed a little :) then I went home and now I'm here :P so, that's all that you've missed ^^