Save tonight, and fight the break of dawn

Moshi moshi!

Y-day was workday as you probably already knew... I didn't have time to eat before I went to work :( I almost didn't have time to take a walk with Yanka >:( bad planning of me!
Well well, as my dog's walk is more important than my food I took her out for a quick walk :) so she could do hers... ;O And then I had time to drink a glas of milk (thought that it should calm my hunger). Half-ran to the train, took the train, went to work.

It was SUPER HARD to get anyone to go along with the interviews :C the goal was to do 12 interviews, at 21:oo when the shift was over I had done 6 ! x'D I don't think I can even count all the persons I rang that just said NO, NOT INTERESTED *click*, me: "Can I call you ba..." "Oh, how nice, he hung up..."

Not to mention that I worked like 12 minutes overtime, and you don't get paid for it cause it's your own problem if you can't do the interview faster... :/

Next workday is TOMORROW :C working 16:oo - 21:oo again, gonna diiiiiiieeeee ! What can ya do, just suck it up and do the best you can! Positive thinking, positive thinking okay nani!

Oh and btw, I've been yuckie today, woke up too early, like 8 am -.-' and on with the sweatpants! Do nothing until 14, change to jeggins, out with Yanka, back home and change back to sweatpants! xD




Chill!

Dream A Little Dream About Me

Hai hai blog!

This saturday I went to visit a friend in Järna, Södertälje! I have never been there, and it is like far FAR away from where I live, well, maybe not THAT far, but it's like 2 hours from door to door! ^o^ So it was like a mini-adventure :D trying to find it and get on the right trains and stuff :3 I'm proud that I made it C:

When I changed train in Stockholm C. I saw my neighbour standing like one meter away, waiting for the exact same train to Södertälje. I felt kind of awkward cause it's one of those neighbour you just say Hi! to when you see them near your home and then no more is said... I decided that I should just stand and smile but kind of pretend that I didn't exist XD but, my mind doesn't always do what it's told, so when he turned around to buy something from the vending machine I heard myself say: "HI! I noticed that you stood there and it felt kind of stupid not to say Hi, so.. Err, HI! :D"

He seemed genuinly surprised to see me and we ended up speaking with eachother for the whole trainride :) it was really nice and funny, cause I got to know a lot about him that I never would have if it weren't that we were stuck with eachother for the whole 1 hour ride :) I got off the train a station before him.

And then I had an amazing day with my friend that I hadn't seen in a long time, like a year or so :O but it sure didn't feel like that when I saw him again! We talked about everything that we had missed out on and I spent 6-7 hours at his place and he bought pizza! :D

Lol, it was a bit awkward later on the way home, when I saw that mother had called like twice and my father had called three times xD hehehe... I did not ignore those calls before, I just missed them, I promise ;D Well, I called them and they were just fine :3 but my mum... my mum had called my friend Carro because I'd said that I would be with her that day... I couldn't say: "Hey, I'm going to my friend's place in Järna, he's a guy and I've never been there and it's FAAAR away from here..." I mean, she would have freaked out and been worrying the whole day thinking that I lay dead in a bush somewhere XD So I speared her and my dad the worrying :) told them that I saw Anna instead of Carro because she was busy heheeeh ^^'

Hmmm, well, I'm not good at sharing my feelings, so here it goes: Dream a little dream about me (the mamas and the papas), Bad things (Jace Everett), Meet me halfway (black eyed peas), Forced in (MUSE), and do I dare to say this =# ... Let's get it on (Marvin Gaye) ...
AAAH ENOUGH SAID!



Current look: the right pic. and as you can see I have to get some make-up on and get ready for WORK :C

Hard work work...

Well, guess what, I think I got a job!
I don't know if it's :D or :C right now!

So here's the deal, I'm a "market researcher" or "Marknadsundersökare" as it is on swedish. And it's in Karlberg or [Carl-BURG] x'D *insidejoke*. So it's pretty convenient as it only takes about 45 minutes door to door :) BUT it's tiresome! And not a glamorous job ^^' Most persons are nice but some are just rude! Or is it that they actually have a LIFE and don't want to spend it all on the phone answering questions for about 20 (!) minutes? X'D Well, I haven't spoken to someone rude yet :) I think ... :S I only called three persons ^^ the first one got disconnected :/ or did he hung up? :( anywhooo, the other two went very well and they answered the whole survey :D

Everything began a cold september morning when the colors of autumn had just begun to settle.... LOL!!
First thing first, MONDAY I went to the introduction-meeting, it was like 15 other persons there who had applied for the job. Mr. Boss had a long speach about the history of the company, dreams of the company, he talked about the job and contract. Then we were told to come back Thursday for our first "Test-shift".

Along came THURSDAY: wake up 7:30, drink tea, computer-ing, shower, make-up, go! Be at the building in Karlberg like 20 minutes too early, wondering "Did I get the time/date wrong? Is everyone already inside?...", see what's-her-name-again, the girl to whom I talked with for like a minute or less last time. Talk to her, go in the building. Miss Boss talks about the job, we sign contracts, she talks about the projects and random stuff. We: go through the survey on our own. I: gather some -NO- A LOT OF curage to call first person :'S Call three and then it was already time to go home ! :D I was a bit dizzy, was thirsty, hungry, tired and had a headache >:(
but even so I was really glad somehow :D
I guess that's a positive sign!

Next workday is MONDAY 27/9 :O !!
I have to work three "test-shifts", one of them was Thursdays pass, next one is Monday and if everything goes well the third one's gonna be the same week :)
After the 3 times I can start working in Sundbyberg :D and that's even closer to my home 8)

good night, sleep tight, dream of bedbugs tonight!



(this is such a perfect edited picture made in paint that I'm sure no one has anything crappy to say about it x'D )

Plug in Baby

So... I wanted to look for something representing "Reborn"
Because I thought it would represent the "reborning" as I haven't written here in like forever....
And guess what came up when I googled Reborn (X


IT'S A DOLL!!! When I saw it I was like; yea riiight it's a doll *pff*, but it really is a doll, it can breath and stuff and it's called "Reborn-baby"...
Well, it just scared the hell out of me and I wonder if it's really sane to have a doll like that X'D scaryyy...

Hmmm, I have to write again later to tell ya ma day ;3
I just had to share this with someone X'D and like talk it off, but it's still as freaky as it was the first time I saw it some minutes ago... ._.'

PEACE!

/editing. Damn, how do you make it smaller 3:
editing. Oh well, I saved the picture on the computer so I could upload it smaller